Thoughts...

Lately, I've found myself contemplating life more so than usual. I'm really not sure what brought this on. All of my girl friends here at State are now in relationships, or about to be in relationships. For a while, I was a little bummed about it, but now I'm starting to realize, that I really enjoy being single. I enjoy being out on my own, making my own decisions, and not having to answer to anyone. For the first time in my life, I'm embracing my independence, and as a result, this is becoming one of the happiest times of my life. I love having the freedom to go out with different groups of friends every night, and making plans at the last minute without having to inform anyone else of what I'll be doing for the evening. I love being able to make my own schedule and not having to coordinate it with anyone else. I never really went through that whole self discovery phase. I've always been pretty comfortable with who I am, but I've never taken the time to enjoy being myself. I've come to realize that right now, it should be all about me. I'm glad that I don't have to lean on someone else to see my worth as a person. I don't need someone else to plan my life around. I'm going to do what I want with my life, and I'm going to do it on my terms. If I end up falling in love, I believe that things will fall into place, but if not, I'm doing just fine on my own.

Long time, no blog..

So I haven't blogged in nearly a month.. There are several reasons why this has happened. First, I haven't really had anything to write about. I don't really like to write about nothing, and I like for my blogs to have purpose. I think that this makes them more interesting, and I try to make my entries as interesting as possible so that people don't feel like they're wasting their time when they visit my blog. Another reason why I haven't written in so long is because I've been so busy with school work. The end of the semester is fast approaching, and here at NC State, that means that it's time for the professors to pile on a ton of work that we need to get through before we take finals. I have a full week of school this week, and then 2 days of school next week. I had a test on Monday, and I have one on Thursday. That's the first time this whole semester that I've had 2 tests in one week. I've been pretty lucky this semester with having my tests nice and spread out. However, the week after the wonderful Thanksgiving break that I'm really looking forward to, I have 3 tests and a quiz. I have a feeling that by Friday, I will be hating life. Anywho.. I'm off to work on my organic chemistry prelab! Consider this your update that nothing fun is happening in my life.. haha.