Is this really worth it?

As much as I hate to admit it, my boyfriend has a lot of power over my life. I say that I hate to admit it because I've always taken a lot of pride in my independence and my ability to take care of myself. In fact, this is the first "real" relatioship that I've ever been in in my life. Every other relationship I've had has been one sided, destined to fail, or emotionally abusive. Because this relaitonship is actually healthy for the most part, I've made its maintainence a big priority in my life. We had a time about a month ago where we were fighting just about every day and I dreaded having to be around him and avoided it at all costs. With some work, things got better and I started to enjoy our time together once again. But in the past few days, I've noticed that once again we're spending less time together, and the time that we do spend together is spent fighting. Last week, he got a summer internship in Rome, Georgia. I'm really happy for him because it's a big accomplishment to do that as a freshman. What this basically means for me is that I won't see him all summer. Because of all of these factors, I'm starting to wonder if this relationship is even worth saving anymore. We both care about each other a lot. However, I'm beginning to realize that that may not be enough. He constantly complains about things to me, and he can never accept when he's wrong. Perhaps the biggest thing that I have a problem with is the way that the drama he causes distracts me from my school work. Just like now, I have a test that I have to leave for in an hour and here I am blogging about how he's made me angry...